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[May. 22nd, 2006|09:33 am] |
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well going to have a little boy. and OMFG he has HUGE balls!!!!!!! |
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[May. 12th, 2006|04:23 pm] |
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so I'm tired of being taken advantage of. I let someone use my shower eat my food sleep in my house and I don;t get a thank you they don;t clean up after themselves and they take items from my apartment that don't belong to them so NEVER again is anyone going to stay at my house. I put my ass on the line to help someone out and thats the thanks I get. BULLSHIT. |
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[Apr. 11th, 2006|11:47 am] |
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well I go and get my apartment today at 2:30 I'm excited as all hell can't wait I don't have to pay rent and its a 50 dollar deposit all I have to pay for is Cilco Hey anyone have a cheap computer I can buy?? |
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[Mar. 15th, 2006|08:35 pm] |
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Anyone have suggestions for a little boys name? |
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[Mar. 7th, 2006|11:31 pm] |
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depressed and worried about things like will i be a good mom will i have to be alone for the rest of my life what can i do to make damon like me (sounds bad i know)will i be able to provide the things our child will need trying to figure out what is wrong with me and why i can't hold a relationship for longer than a year well gotta go moms tired later |
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[Mar. 6th, 2006|09:56 pm] |
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can someone tell me what the hell is wrong with me i just want someone to love me like i love them and damon i don't care what job you have just as long as you get one and help provide for our baby i just wish that you wouldn't be so picky when it comes to getting a job i love you and it feels like the only time your nice to me is when you want something and than once you get it i go back to nothing again like i don't matter i just wish you would try to work on our relationship i'm trying and it seems like your taking advatage of it i really do love you and i want us to be a family and i know that your scared that i'm going to do what laura did but i'm not i'm not trying to push you away i want to be able to talk to you but it doesn't seem to help it seems like you just get pissed off and turn it around to make me feel bad i just want some help i don't want to be the only one that cares about our baby at one point you could look me in the eyes and tell me you can't live without me and that you want a family and i relized something today that when i started sleeping all the time and got really bitchy is when i got pregnant and i didn't know it please all i ask is that you try to love me like you once did i gotta go i can't write anymore without crying bye |
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[Mar. 6th, 2006|05:28 pm] |
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I'm fucking pissed about a number of things and i really can't express what they are cause either i can't put them into words or it won't matter what it is like the whole job situation we have about 4 months until the baby is here and have nothing for it or the apartment so i'm going to take whatever job i can but damon made it clear today that hes being picky and will only take a job he enjoys which happens to be like a gas station which is kinda hard to get into and another thing is that my uncle invited us over to hang out with him and one of his friends but damon doesn't want to waste the gas but i bet if amiee called and wnated to hang out he would or if he didn't have to game to inter tane him he'd want to go somewhere i understand that he doesn't like my family but my uncle didn't do anything to him he helped us when we needed help i'm starting to feel like i'm going out with Nic again and another thing that i don't understand is damons allowed to have an attitude with me and i'm supposed to take it but when i get pissedor have an attitude i'm being a bitch or a cunt well damon i'm sorry if you get pissed this is what is wrong with me i don't know if your meaning on coming across like that but thats what it seems like to me I love you with all my heart and always will gotta go laters |
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[Mar. 4th, 2006|11:50 am] |
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got a interview on monday at sears trying to get my old job back but still gonna try and get a job at xpac for a couple of weeks because it'll give me more money like 200 dollars a week that could buy a lot of baby stuff that i really need to start getting not to mention some stuff for the apartment well gotta go laters |
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[Mar. 1st, 2006|09:49 pm] |
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fustrated......kinda pissy..... thats about it |
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[Feb. 28th, 2006|08:34 pm] |
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well Damon got his car and i HOPE he doesn't start going its my car you can't touch or i can't drive i'll be pissed if he does considering he drove my car until the brakes went out but i'm happy that he got a car and getting on his feet kinda well gotta go hopefully he doesn't kick me to the curb now |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2006|09:12 pm] |
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very bored.... becoming very good friends with the TV....... and yeah i what a job which hopefully we'll get Damons car on Sat well gotta go laters |
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|11:41 am] |
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owwwww.... my stomach hurts |
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[Feb. 14th, 2006|05:57 pm] |
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Blah................... |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|10:44 pm] |
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i make a mistake in trusting someone on a game and they steal equipment that didn't belong to me i tried to get it back and i can't but that doesn't matter i get a death look and a real bad attiutude towards me cuz i fucked up i sorry i didn't mean to and if i could i'd get it back from you i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry is that good enough for now like i said you can have all my money until you can get your equip back i'm almost tempted to sell everything and delete me charcter so nothing like this happens again well hopefully you don't stay pissed at me tomorrow and the rest of the week cuz i fucked up on a game well gotta go laters |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|11:16 pm] |
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well I'm going to hopfully find out if my babys a boy or girl getting kinda excited sold my car for 50 bucks almost cried cuz i put over 3 grand into it damons getting a car on thurs hopefully chris is freaking me out saying i'm going to have twins or a he-she baby well gotta go laters |
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[Jan. 18th, 2006|08:50 pm] |
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well went to the doctor today the baby is doing fine its devolping great but more than likly will be a premature baby which makes me sad my mom is helping me out alot which i'm glad that she is she gave me a bunch of baby cloths which is good cuz than i don't have to buy them i'm 13 weeks along damon seems like hes happier since he got a job but hes pissed right now and i don't know why well i got to go later Lisa |
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[Jan. 4th, 2006|06:13 am] |
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went to hospital still don't know what was wrong with me but i know that the baby is ok it turns out that i'm 11 weeks along not 9 which kinda worries me cause i still don't show and i'm losing weight not gaining well got to get some rest and by the way damon was sweet he sat with me for 4 hours even though he beat off in the hospital bathroom but we got to see the baby and damon got to see a pelvic exam it was funny watching his face well going to bed now later |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2005|10:22 pm] |
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i'm sooo not there right there gonna have the munches like a bitch prego and munches fuck i screwed no food situation sucks sick right now always feel like i'm going to (makes retching sounds).... anyway gotta go later |
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[Dec. 19th, 2005|01:02 pm] |
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found out i'm out i'm 8 weeks along i should be happy shouldn't I? |
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[Dec. 18th, 2005|05:05 pm] |
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just when i think things are going ok shit hits the fan found out i'm pregnant and you would think that damon would be happy you know he was talking about having a family and how he could be without me and yet after he found out he doesn't talk to me really he always looks like hes going to cry and its making me feel like shit i'm i really that bad the my own future husband doesn't want to have a kid with me he said that hes going to take me to go and try for subsizdized housing but hes not going to live with me i don't need this right now if he didn't want i family right now he should have used a condom well gotta go |
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